What is life?

"Mom, big bros annoying me!"

"This isn’t fair! how come she gets to go 1st"

"Why i’m the 1 whose always be blamed!"

"GIve me back my toy, you brat!"

common line? yeah sure they are, espeacially when you have brothers and sisters around. most of us have first-hand experience in sibling rivalry, (unless you r the only child) whether you are the eldest, middle or youngest, all of them faced different situation\sa and tensions in the family. the more siblings you have the greater the fight possibly will tear the house down. simple equation: more children=more noise.

the war starts right after a person  was born. your elder brother snatches your bottle, hogs your toys, baby sis gets more attention. brothers argue to get first to get on the slide, competition to get good grade, to be good in sports, music and other strenghs, sisters fall for the same guy in school….. from primary school to secondary school it never ends…..

unfortunately it never ends at our adolesent years…… rivalry still exists in who got married first, who got a good marriage, who has the first child, who has more kids, who has more successful kids……… and the cycle goes on to the next generation.

basically i have a lot of fights with my younger sister when i was young. fighting for being first to get the toy, to play something, to get something from mom and other minute things in life. but later on when we grow older, these things dont really happen anymore. perhaps we tried to tolerate and understand each other instead of thinking of our own.

so guys live with it!!! having siblings means having a close friend and a play mate for games in a family. the price is worth taking!!! enjoy life….. byez

pc virus, a headache to most users….. including me. yea my comp was recently recovered by a stragely new virus, which shuns my antivirus programme (yea a powerful 1) and stops me from surfing the net…. bummer……

1st thing i view viruses as a pest–why there are here in the first place?? they destroy the systems, they hog the hard disk space, they do a lot of nuisance, sheesh.

however, if you view from the person who created it, they need these pest for their own benefits…. hacking. well i’m not a expert in IT anyway, so they might need it to violate people’s privacy, or somehow rob the bank without even going to 1. sigh, intelligence has been gone to waste when used in the wrong way….

guys, the brain is the precious gift from God… (well try not to be sound very religious here) use it wisely, for the good of the world. imagine how powerful our minds are……

this is the first time i wrote a poem into dis blog. it may not sound nice (hey i compose poems b4, but it didn’t somehow published in anyform, hehe). here goes

Please, please lend me your ear

As I want to confess what you may not want to hear

Simply I want to make things clear

Telling you that I was wrong, my dear

My biggest fault is that I think I am always right

It, the thinking causes me to have a fight

Simple mistakes i done, that I may lose sight

The things I fought about shows that I’m not that bright

Admitted guilty, put me on handcuffs

Keep me in jail, i’m no more good stuff

Ever again, i will never repeat the crime

Sorry, i was wrong for the first time

…. now open 4 comments…..

i have never expected the day it will come….. i was officially broke!!! i search in my wallet to squeeze out money to pay up my depts…. time to go to the nearest atm machinew to churn out cash

i was no fun when u have almost nothing in your wallet… window shopping is still fine… but seeing ppl buying stuff cannot keep my urge to at least buy something i want or i need. u cant have good food (a possibility you might skip a meal, noooooo). u cant enjoy anything at all without any money!!! sucks….

face the fact — money does makes a person’s world go round….. we can do virtually nothing with no cash in hand….. so guys, i think dis is a lesson for you all not to overspend and keep a budget for yourself….. sae some for the rainy days, i mean REALLY rainy days….

for sure life isnt a good thing without cash…. hehe. experience speaks for themselves…. ciao

As we reach towards the final of the sem, we all know what will happen to us that is inevitable…. exams!!! yes we are all exam-oriented peeps, from primary school, secondary school, driving school…… then is the university level……

so how r u guys prepping 4 exams??/ good??/ started? well……. honestly i’m a last minute person…… from the first public exam (UPSR) till now, i find it hard to pick up the book and sit down and read for hours…. (gosh, ppl thought i can do it, but i am not). seriously, i only can study when the music is on in full blast, that wasnt studying at all….if u dont count underlinin some words from the book…..

thank god for all this laziness and last minute cramming, i managed to score fairly well in exams…… ok i’m talking a bit of a crap here, hehe

i still remember vividly dat my friends and i have a good time having study groups 4 spm in kfc….. we discussed, talk, laugh who would have known study groups can be very fun? i wish i can continue dis culture here….. lol with different ppl and different subjecta of course.

The first thing you want from a friend is not his/her lastest mobile phone or having a good time, is something more important than that– trust. Yes people, they are the next closest people around you (the closest is of course your family), we really believe the compliments they give, the things they say, more often than not, trust them not to tell a secret…….

I remebered once I have a friend back in secondary school, we are like best buddies. like everybody does i have trust on him to be honest…. but then again, i found out that he peeked my answer during an exam (as he was sitting beside me….),  i felt i was taken for granted….. of course he didnt admit it…. sadly i dont have the chance to bring up the matter personally to him……

sigh….. i dunno what i would react when i meet him on the street….. should i be furious about this long gone event? or should i act like nothing has happened?? it is so confusing now, i dunno whether we are still friends…..

so people, honesty is the one of the elements to keep a best friend relationship. don’t cheat, lie, or hide something that he/she should know…… this maybe a test of a best-friends relationship……. be honest to each other and the trust will be maintained……

Of all work and pressure we have in life, we really need to let it out somehow. How? you may ask, well go out and get a life out there. whether it is out for movies, karaoke, or just a shot at the pool table. guys and girls out there are just to have some fun under the sun.

however, some things don’t go as planned. while we r crazy and all over just enjoying the good time….. then things go that bad…..some1 got hurt. (yes, just recently i got a bad news of my friend cut his lips while going out. feel sorry for him hope he will recover soon) or even worse losing their lives….. oh god….

it heart breaking when news bout people tragicaly perished when they gone out for a drink or having a late meal at the stalls….. yes accidents do happen… it doesn’t compromise, it doesn’t discriminate time n place…..it happens anytime anywhere.

so guys have fun as long as u live….. just remember to take care of yourself….. there’s no take 2 in life unlike acting in tv shows or movies…. bye bye

ahhhh…. how long i did not c my old friends of mine from secondary school….. all the joy, the togetherness, the times we share….. it just gone somehow, especially these days when i cant even chat with my friends via msn messager.

it’s not that i do not like the new friends i made in mmu, it just the feeling of familiarity is still strong within my circle of friends in sec school…. i miss the times when we celebrate each other’s birthdays, seek fun whenever we fell bored or even during the exam fever, the outings we go, the games we play….. to bad it’s all gone now, too soon even.

however, i find the FCMers her are damn cool. especially when we hav something in common to share…. the love of multimedia….. we are different, which may seperate others from us but not each other, we made everything normal seem cool, funny and even a little dirty (hehe), with just a little imagination.

well seems in life we meet new people almost every stage in our life. just remember to keep in touch with the old ones while making the new. ciao…..

if u guys read sunday star especially the second last page of the starmag, you will notice a coloumn called "the gap", which is about articles send in by readers. well it is interesting that they tell a lot of stuff that we all teens and parents alike are familiar with, which is the problems and clashes happened in our generation gap…

well personally i have also invovled in this "war of the worlds",  u c, teens always complain that they have no freedom, parents dont understand them, they dont give them trust, chance to express their opinion, "dictatorship", etc…. on the parents side, they always think they are right (almost), their children dont respect them anymore, the whole change of their children and you name it…..

well, peeps we understand that the generation gap all started with the fact that we all live in the different era during our teenage years. different cultures were adapt, different opinions arise, diffent principles have been produced, and it just… different. therefore, respect, understanding and compromise is the key of closing the gap or at least make the gap smaller….

so this is an unevitable prob every1 would face, except u really life in a happy family, then it would be so wonderful…. anyway, however bad ur relationship with ur parents, they r still ur parents, just dont remember to keep in touch with them!!!!

ahh…. uni life…. where u can really c ppl falling in love, in a relationship…. and the action (not all of them, they need privacy kay). well when things dont work well in a relationship and sparks don’t fly, thus is the time for a break up….. sigh some things hav 2 end in a sad note.

seriously i ask u guys out there tried dating and dating again, how u guys end a relationship with some1? r u the one to dump or be dumped?? honestly, it is a heart breaking thing to tell some1 u used to love dat we’re done. when v need to v jus grit our teeth and say the words, possibly not the with the right words…. ouch

things turn sour after that, we feel devestated as the words keep ringing in your head….. u can eat or sleep well….. life has turned upside down….. anyhow, the wounds have to be licked and recover and we come back to the world and some1 else will be the one.

really, based on the title on this post, breaking up is a hard thing to do as the person u r breaking up with is the 1 u pour every emotion and soul to it…. as a quote i received via my sms says "it takes a second to meet some1, it takes a minute to know some1, it takes an hour to like some1, it takes days to love some1, but it takes forever to forget some1"

so life is a ongoing race to find true love? only we can discover ourselves…. bye guys