What is life?

This is the song from the late Aaliyah. In her song is about not giving up in love, but I think it applies to anything else in life…..

What would you do
To get to me
What would you say
To have your way
Would you give up
Or try again
If I hesitate
To let you win
Or would you be yourself
Or play your role
Tell all the boys
Or keep it low
If I say no
Would you turn away
Or play me off
Or would you stay

[Chorus]
If at first you don’t succeed
Dust yourself off and try again
You can dust it off and try again

If at first you don’t succeed
You can dust it off and try again
Dust yourself off and try again

I’m into you,
You into me
But I cant let it go
So easily
Not ’til I see
What this could be
Be eternity
Or just a week
You know, our chemistry
Is off the chain
Is perfect now
But will it change
This aint a yes
This aint a no
Just do your thang
We’ll see how it goes…ohhh

If at first you don’t succeed
Dust yourself off and try it again
You can dust it off and try again

If at first you don’t succeed
You can dust it off and try it again
Dust yourself off and try again

[Hook]
If you dont wanna throw it all away
Might be shy on the first date
What about the next date
huh, huh, huh, huh

If you dont wanna throw it all away
You might be buggin’ on the first date
But what about the next date
um, um, um, um

Phew what a week I have experienced….. Birthday is on Tuesday, donating blood, and hell my roomie and my friends even went for a trip to putrajaya, just to hangout under the bridge……

Actually I never talk about my personal experience in life…. a lot of people do in their blogs…. and i don’t…. and yea its because a friend of mine requested this…. so this is done by request….. so two things is a first here in my blog….

Ok, bout putrajaya…. not the 1st time hanging out under the bridge… there’s a park underneath the bridge… we just sat there… and chat…. I was surprised someone brought cake to eat…. lovely! I have never thought it was bought from the bakery in the hostel blocks!!!! haha…. i’ve never bothered about the cakes there…. i was surprised that it tasted preety good!!!!

yea we talked and stuff until it was4 am in the morning…. i forgot i have assignments to do!!!

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I joined a run in my uni…. it was 7km long and the course passes through a few of landmarks in cyberjaya…. street mall, cyberpark, hints of mmu phrase 2 and cyberia…. I was tried and i didn’t get anything from it…. i’m just glad i finished the race……

U see, life is a race itself…. i think running resembles your life… your freedom… ur journey….. and your glory….. lovely izzit it? I guess in life it is a never ending race, it just never ends, and you are not sure the finish line is…..

Hey people! I’m nineteen now… no longer feeling "semi-legal" and "new in adulthood"…. This is the last year to enjoy teenagers life….

To mark this celebrated occasion, I donated blood in a drive in my university. This is not my first actually, but yet i still feel nervous about it. Well maybe I always been like that, always nervous on doing anything….

Talk about the blood donation process…. I screw up the procedure….going here and there and going the wrong places …. Yeah…. its like half and hour to my class and I have to hurry…. sheesh… i should have take my sweet time for this

On the donation process…. i keep looking at my blood bag…. hoping to fill it with blood fast. The nurse thought that I feel a bit giddy, which i’m not. It’s just a race against time. Hence, i was told to relax, but the girl beside me who was overly frightened of needles and blood doesn’t help me. It just reminds me of my first time….

From this experience:
1. Always not to rush things. Things will happen when they want to. perhaps even sooner if we don’t haste. (Sh*t happens when they want to)

2. A good deed will bring good stuff to you. I love the snacks they give away! (Sacrifices have to be done to get something)

3. Things are already been done…. keep it cool and you’ll be fine. (there’s nothing to be excited about doing something again)

*Update* Just heard my roomie dedicated a song via radio. Thanks ya!

I don’t post poems here anymore…. i have a deviant account now…. you guys can check it out if you want to http://myintermail.deviantart.com.

anyway… I’m turning 19 on March 21st… wow things gone so fast…. i’m going to enjoy my last year of my teen years….. lots of stuff has done, having tons of achievements and failures… other stuff are still haven’t experienced….

I’m still in a doubt what to do next…. Not that I haven’t thought about it…. just don’t know when to start…. oh well better start now… before I’m old and frail… and regret what hasn’t and shouldn’t been done….

Get on with your life!

One of my favorite songs now featured here. Performed by American Hi-Fi… enjoy!

She paints her nails and she don’t know
he’s got her best friend on the phone
she’ll wash her hair
his dirty clothes are all he gives to her
and he’s got posters on the wall
of all the girls he wished she was
and he means everything to her

[chorus:]
Her boyfriend, he don’t know
anything about her
he’s too stoned, Nintendo
i wish that i could make her see
she’s just the flavor of the weak

It’s friday night and she’s all alone
he’s a million a miles away
she’s dressed to kill
the tv’s on
he’s connected to the sound
and he’s got pictures on the wall
of all the girls he’s loved before
and she knows all his favorite songs

[chorus:]
Her boyfriend, he don’t know
anything about her
he’s too stoned, Nintendo
i wish that i could make her see
she’s just the flavor of the weak

Yeah!
her boyfriend, he don’t know
anything about her
he’s too stoned, he’s too stoned
he’s too stoned, he’s too stoned

[chorus:]
Her boyfriend, he don’t know
anything about her
he’s too stoned, Nintendo
i wish that i could make her see
she’s just the flavor of the weak

Yeah she’s the flavor of the weak
she makes me weak

I don’t know where I get this philosophical principle from…. but my best guess is from shakespeare…. he sees the world as a large stage, and people living in it are actors. Everyone sees themselves as main characters, ans others are supporting or even minor charactors. There are no scripts needed, and "actors" can say whatever they want in their scene.

From the whole idea from that i can see that the reel world isn’t far away from the real world. although people argue that the movies often exaggerate or so not real, but the stories are real, based on past experiences altough fictional…. but inspired by real-life situations and real issues…. pretty amazing…

I think movies not only keeps us entertained, its more of a social things where friends and family come togeter and watch a movie. this is practised like decades already… but since the vcds and dvds and online downloading of movies take its place, movies its not a social activity anymore. Maybe its time to realise that people should enjoy with someone you’re close with, it really makes a difference of how we enjoy our movies compared to watching alone.

Well, when I saw the Oscars nomination lists, almost less than 10% of the movie titles that I have heard of. Time to call up my friends and buy some popcorn now….

Thats a question that seemingly popular since i’m out of secondary school and ibn the university….. I shamelessly answered "no" all the time. Yes I am in fact still single….

I don’t know exactly why I am still single all this while….. Maybe because I don’t know someone likes me, or I simply don’t know how to treat someone special. Maybe I have to accept the fact is this: Why would a girl want to like a guys who has interests that people find weird?

On the other hand, I prefer to be single, that is why I am not all out to scavanging hunt a girl to had a relationship with. But then again there are already rumours that speculates me being gay! (Oh my god, just because i’m not in a relationship doen’t mean i’m not into girls but has a taste in boys!). What, do i need to have to get a girl to shut them up? nope, I will not do that, because that will be very pretendious.

Well, girls, just say i’m still available…. but I don’t know when i will commit into this love romantic relationship…. ok sign off now