Archive for April, 2006

Trip: Trouble in the Paradise?

Friday, April 28th, 2006

It’s been a fun filled two-day event with loads of moments to be cherished…. just the perfect idea of a trip is for to release our stress out….

It had been a lot of controversies prior to the trip. It was originally going to be set at Pangkor, and everyone is totally excited until we heard the cost of the trip: RM 300! and yes, there is a protest against the trip…. Then our lecturer decided to change the location to bring down the cost to RM 200, which is Port Dickson…. (Infamous for its dirty beaches and pollution), and ironically we stick to the oroiginal plan….. Until the final decision has reached, it is "Either PD or no go!" Well eventually only 90 of about 180 students went to this trip coz a whole bunch of people didn’t think its worth while.

We gathered in the carpark for the buses. The bus is about an hour late….. Then they are finally here!  We arrived to a place to have luunch before we arrived to the resort…. The resort is located in the middle of the jungle… and it is heavily decorated in Malay-traditional house style. Honestly we’re just amazed with the view of the resort - in and out. The room is awesome… and the view of the sea and the swimming pool is breathtaking. Then it is off to some telematch games…..

Games were pretty fun… until i got hurt when I fell delibrately and scratched my right palm and my knee… The most interesting segment is the one where we hads to biuild a line using just about anything on our bodies… since my group we’re all guys, so we’re had to strip ourselves half naked to get a long line longer than the girls’…. then we had to be the "line" by lying on the grass… hence our group has grabbed the most attention… embrassingly been taken photos by 3 photographers…. >_<

Then it’s time for soaking ourselves into the pool…. then had the first meal in the resort…. It’s a bit disappointing to have a limited choice for the food…. but the taste is a-okay. Then there’s a fast-paced game of the treasure hunt (or more aptly the amazing race). My group: consists of my coursemates of 3 guys and 6 girls… managed to get 3rd place and had a hamper of snacks to indulge with…

The next day kick starts with breakfast then our first assignment… Sand sculpting…. I was shocked to see the selected sample of the sculpture… a knight on a pegasas (winged horse) with a castle as a backeground…. the sand scuplture was finished in the strike of noon with sand, sea, sweat, tanned skins and sunburns. We’re darn happy that the second assignment after lunch was cancelled and we played a simple tagging game. oh yea, my phone broke (for the 2nd time) during the game.

The climax of the event is the bbq night where we were dressed up to the nines for the event. I initially thought we are going to cook our own food… but it turned out to be handled but the staff… but they don’t really did a good job though… the barbercued food is either overcooked or undercooked… and yes the crowning of the best dressed were based on the support of the audience by cheering… (though I think it is so subjective) and bennet and michelle emerged as the best dressed…..

Performances are pretty swell all of them… but the best one is the cross-dressed fashion show by one group of international students…. we cheered and laughed at them…. and they are aptly rewarded. The finale was performed by the lecturer and our song bird: gnaliny with an indian dance.

Conclusion: Checked out with joys and smiles, with a lot of photos…. wished the trip will never end… reality really bites us in the end when we reached the campus. Although the journey of life is long and tiring, sometimes it’s worth it to take a break along the way, so that we can have a better journey later on….

Cycle of Life

Sunday, April 23rd, 2006

Anyone is a religous Buddhist will fully understand the concept of cycle of life. (I’m no Buddhist, but this is what I know so far) There are 4 stages of life: Birth, Aging, Sickness and finally Death. Obviously these stages of life are expereniced by all human beings, animals as well as plants.

But the main focus here is not about things that are alive, but rather inanimate objects. Surprise, surprise, even things like books, pcs, cars will also go through these stages. Don’t believe me? take a car for an example. Birth: the time that car manufactured from the factory. Age: Mileage. The time spent on the road. Sickness: Times where the car breaks down, or going through wear and tear on the road; and finally death: the moment the car sent to the scrap metal dumps waiting to be crushed in pieces.

Often these things always happen within our lives, and it is telling when some things have to go someday. Some stuff people keep are treasured, and like people, they develop a sense of love towards the object. Yes, when these "treasures" are lost or thrown away, people often miss them like a lost relative. Which relates me when i was young, I have a "security pillow", similiar to Linus Van Pelt’s security blanket. I held on to it for a long time until my mom "killed" it, using its stuffing for another pillows and other things. I have a hard time sleeping without it for a while, slowly I tried to adapt it.

Well, things don’t last as long as we wanted. I think things that last long really go through a lot to remain in this world. It is amazing that jungles and trees can live until 100 years. It is fansinating to find old buildings that can last for at least 100 years untouched though rapid development happens around them. It is just amazing.

Quiz I found

Tuesday, April 11th, 2006

I found a Quiz from my friend, here’s how:

- Put your iTunes/Winamp/WMP on shuffle.
- Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
- Use the song title as the answer to the question.
- NO cheating

1. How does the world see you?
Britney Spears- Overprotected
Hell yea…. My mom really reminds me about stuff…. phone’s ringing again…

2. Will I have a happy life?
Robbie Williams- Feel
I DO feel I have a happy life… Cool

3. What do my friends think of me?
Jesse McCartney- Beautiful Soul
LOL… yea right

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Ashanti feat. Fat Joe- What’s Luv?
I’m wondering myself too, honey…

5. How can I make myself happy?
Atomic Kitten- Eternal Flame
Erm…. How a flame can make me happy?

6. What should I do with my life?
Usher feat. Ludacris and Lil’ John- Yeah
Huh? I don’t get it….. O.o

7. Will I ever have children?
Britney Spears- Toxic
This is ridiculous, toxic?…. (Yeah should be here, darn!)

8. What is some good advice for me?
Jet- Are You Gonna be My Girl
Oh, yea…. get one soon

9. How will I be remembered?
Christina Aguilera- Reflection
A reflection to every other people…. sigh

10. What’s my signature dancing song?
Enrique Iglasias feat. Kelis- I’m not in Love
Love Enrique’s Latin music, So its fine for me

11. What’s my current theme song?
N Sync- Pop
This song is SOOOO not current….

12. What do others think is my current theme song?
Christina Aguilera- Dirty
Oh god… This is what people think of me?

13. What shall they play at my funeral?
Gorillaz- Clint Eastwood
Kinda funky song for a funeral…. but its fine for me

14. What type of women do I like?
Avril Lavinge- Sk8er Boi
Okay, this is fun… I should get an Avril wannabe’s number…

15. How’s my love life?
Robbie Williams- Rock DJ
Woah, Rock it!

It really looks like asking the magic 8 ball… musical style! Satisfying level: 10/15 (Not bad)

Dirty Little Secret

Monday, April 10th, 2006

I know everyone has a dirty little secret inside us…. some bad, some embarassing, others just downright naughty. Here’s a song performed by the All-American Rejects:


Let me know that I’ve done wrong
When I’ve known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It’s the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can’t deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won’t lie (won’t lie)
And all I’ve tried to hide
It’s eating me apart
Trace this line back

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

Money divide

Sunday, April 9th, 2006

If you ask me… I come from a average family… Look, being a son of a chef who works in a hotel doesn’t equal to a son of a tycoon or a specialist doctor. And yes i admit i envy people around me have the latest gadgets and pcs… i just do not have the money to buy them.

Well, money is… part of our life. you need it, you want it. you never get enough of it, never sastisfy with how much you have. With money, we can see the rich will always be rich, and the poor will always be the poor, and the rich will always opress the poor. That’s capitalism… those who work more will be paid more (sometimes by not working too), and it is all man for himself… Well, why can’t everyone has the same economic status? where noone is neither rich nor poor?

Well, we know there’s a thing called communism… where everyone’s pay is centred and distributed from the government. Really, it sounds ideal, but it didn’t work out well…. Look how communists countries develop… they only develop well once they are in thew free market…..

Sigh… guess we have to work our way to be rich… the divide between the rich and the poor will exist anyway… we just hope it will be narrower in the future…

Good vs Evil

Sunday, April 2nd, 2006

My friendster account has reached a record now… my blog has over 50 posts, and i have 200 friends to date.woo hoo….. kay back to my blog

When there’s good, there’s evil…. it always happens, from real life to reel life… there is always a hero and a villian against him or her. These opposite are not mutually exclusive…. they are always co-exist…. why? why there’s always evil lurking around us, and hoping the good will save us in the end? why does this battle between the good and evil will never end?

The world is always divided into two: the good and the bad. We cannot be a neutral in anyway, as both extreme forces are pushing you to be on their side. We always see in tvs and movies when a character having trouble making decisions, there will be an angel with a ring on his head appeared standing on a cloud, advising to do the right thing. Then comes a blasting fire with a devil holding a fork, influencing the person to do what is desired. Well we do not have angels and devils to mess up our heads, but they are always inside us, making us in conflict with ourselves…..

Well though being good is good (duh!), there’s a need of balance to be bad sometimes, which we call necessary evil. That’s why we are always trying to strike a balance being a person itself. If you are being mean, people don’t like you; if you’re being too nice, people will take advantage of you. we need to be nice or mean according to the situation too…

you see, good controls the rage of evil, and evil controls the extremes of good. we just need to balance ourselves in life…